quixotic: Fandom | Ava's Demon (at least that's what I THINK)
The Windmill Lover ([personal profile] quixotic) wrote2010-02-27 08:10 pm

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- Inksome might be going down! Which means most of my RP related woes entries will be going along with it. So I'm debating starting a comm just to fill with RP thoughts and essays because I've played a lot of characters (and I can say that for sure) and so many essays tend to be scattered all over my journals. Might as well make a comm and start it in one place.

- I don't understand when talking to people became a struggle, but it has. I'm getting more and more moody and irritable towards... well, er, entitlement, I suppose is the best word for it (thank you [personal profile] unbelievable ). At this rate, I'm going to spend time talking to the sane people on this internet side and ignoring the rest. I've always prided myself on being fair, but I'm not gonna do that at the expense of my piece of mind. Just, no.

- I've been marathoning Avatar and it's very good just to watch and hang back. I wish the fandom for it wasn't so intense. (no seriously, spn? star trek? no problem. but avatar fans? when talking about a cartoon show? terrifying).

- I'm even thinking about apping Aang in [community profile] pandoras if only so I can finally have a communicative person in my lineup (don't get me wrong. Sherlock is super-communicative! But does the man care? not one whit)

- For a while I thought I lost my Dean mojo. I'm so glad I'm wrong.

- I wish I was less logical about dealing with problems. At least that way, I can fake sympathy and go there there. But ultimately, that's not gonna help anyone! ... So asking that of me is just ridiculous.

- Need to get writing, pronto.

- God, I'll miss my icon slots in Inksome. That is my only regret. Oh well, time to periodically recycle icons at DW  instead...

comfortingsounds: (Films: Star Trek - Open your heart)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-02-27 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
It will have to be enough, fuck everyone else. Do whatever makes you happy.

. . . Okay, but you need to remind me or kick me into thinking I don't suck, please.

Maybe try doing things differently if it makes you think that way?
comfortingsounds: (Films: Eternal Sunshine - Walk with me)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-02-27 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm?

Thank you, honey.

If you are, it'll be very difficult to change it. In any case, as long as you're comfortable with how things are, then people will just have to adjust to it.
comfortingsounds: (A&M: Let Dai - Die with me)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-02-27 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
That's okay, darling.

♥♥♥

I love you so much. You know my feelings for you and I say them constantly. I honestly believe that, and you're wonderful and you've helped me a lot. I'm sure you've helped others, and that's always enough. I love you, and you're wonderful for who you are.
comfortingsounds: (Films: Eternal Sunshine - Walk with me)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-02-27 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
What, I don't get an I love you too? :'(

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