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[quixotic]

Man, this journal has been really whiny.

 - My insecurities seem to be on the rise lately. I feel like I talk and nobody's listening so I'm less willing to talk, which is stupid because I have a gazillion friends who are all wonderful people and listen to me babble. But you know. Feelings.

- Three modules down, three more to go. I hate it so much but I'm learning so that's good.

- Got a presentation tomorrow. I'm not ...stressed about it but I am kinda :| about the whole thing, considering half my class sort of ...avoided doing it.

- I apped Shishio Makoto at Sabra! I LOVE SHISHIO but I am also terrified. I have never actually played a character of his calibre before! But I am also excited because I'm out of my comfort zone and there are a lot of things I could do with him.

- I need to get writing again. REALLY BADLY. I am so out of the habit that it's worrying. Writing is still my ultimate goal.

- I'm walking more often. Having an mp3 player helps.

Comments

[comfortingsounds]

BUT I LISTEN ALL THE TIME. WHAT THEN?

Shishio. ♥♥♥ Maybe I should get around to apping at any of those games once I get vacations, I SHOULD CONSIDER PEOPLE.

[quixotic]

YOU'RE THE EXCEPTION YOU DON'T COUNT.♥♥♥

sob I'm terrified of both the games I'm in. I JUST DID IT FOR AJ

[comfortingsounds]

OH GOOD, I WAS GOING TO COMPLAIN. ♥♥♥♥♥

Don't worryyyy, I'm sure you'll do fine. AND SHISHIO, I used to have a crush on him. You might have to help me find someone to play, I dunno who I want.

[quixotic]

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAHAHA I dunno about crushes, but he is a very attractive man :x

[comfortingsounds]

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I CAN LISTEN ALL NIGHT BABY-- I MEAN.

Shush, I had healthy crushes when I was young. :x Mmm, I've meant to reread the manga since forever.

[quixotic]

DON'T YOU HAVE TO LEAVE SOON.

I know zilch about the anime or the fandom. ONLY THE MANGA FOR ME.

[comfortingsounds]

NINE MINUTES, BUT I CAN LISTEN IN MY SOUL.

Also it's my fault you went to bed late last night, you should go to bed early. ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE A PRESENTATION.

I watched the anime first! I loved it except I hated the filler arcs and stopped watching it, then I discovered the manga and fell in love. I know nothing about the fandom, too.

[quixotic]

My presentation's in the night. I have plenty of time.

Yeahh, I never even touched the anime.

[comfortingsounds]

. . . Still, good luck tomorrow honey. ♥

It was TERRIBLE, so wise choice.

[quixotic]

IS THAT SO.

[comfortingsounds]

YES. I LOVE THE MUSIC THOUGH.

[quixotic]

Is it good?

[comfortingsounds]

MORE THAN GOOD.

It's the only good thing about the anime, do you want me to upload some of the songs?

[quixotic]

I DUNNO ANY SONGS.

[comfortingsounds]

OR SIX MINUTES ACTUALLY, I GOT DISTRACTED AND NOW MY COMMENT ISN'T ACCURATE.

[quixotic]

FAIL.

[comfortingsounds]

HEY. WHAT.

[quixotic]

IT IS TRUE.

[comfortingsounds]

LOVE ME!!!

[quixotic]

I LOVE YOU.

[comfortingsounds]

AND I LOVE YOU MORE. even if I barely have time to play. ;;

[fishgendo]

I WILL LISTEN TO WIFE ANYTIMEEEE

[quixotic]

Thank you darling ♥

[corinthian]

BUT I LOVE YOU

[quixotic]

I LOVE YOU TOO.

[wonderseal]

You don't talk to me :(

Granted, I've been shit about iming you, which is totally me being TOTALLY ABSORBED into cfuw and nothing about you. But it's easy to fall into a spiral of I'M SO INVISIBLE NO ONE CARES ABOUT MEEEE (I do it ALL THE TIME) without realizing that maybe it feels that way because you're not actually talking to many people? IDK. I love you dearest.

[quixotic]

YEAH THAT'S JUST ME FAILING (also my widget wouldn't let me log in, WHY DW WHY)

Yeah, I'm totally dismissing it as irrational, really. I have tons of people to talk you, you being awesome ♥ and I get that we get distracted (I do it too! ALL THE TIME) so it's just, moody blues?