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So like. Sometimes, I look at my characters and I go, "Is this what I'm defined by?" But then sometimes, I feel comforted by the fact that they're not actually that easily definable. Sure, there are a few traits here and there (family craziness? check. codependency? checkcheck and so on), but ultimately there is no fucking way you can say Merlin and Leto are similar or Dean and Kirk, despite their ridiculous six degrees and same height and so on are the same. So, I have broadened my horizons in my RP. I do have a character type I'm more attracted to, for sure, but at the same time, I could go, "See that guy over there? I could play that." I feel proud to say that now. I think a few years back, there was no way I could do that. But now, I can. Score!
Does anyone ever think about that? About being defined by the kinds of things they like? It's not a sore point, but sometimes I wonder how other people look at it. Do they see it as, "Fuck it's my type, I'm so boring" (which I used to do!) or "Dude, this is totally my type I love it!!!" etc, idk I'm just saying things randomly (without examples!!).
On another point, I like how my type apparently went from "ridiculously topped characters" to "girly-men". Also, I fiddled with my inksome so it looks decent and a mood theme! I am so proud!!! ... I have too much time on my hands!!
Does anyone ever think about that? About being defined by the kinds of things they like? It's not a sore point, but sometimes I wonder how other people look at it. Do they see it as, "Fuck it's my type, I'm so boring" (which I used to do!) or "Dude, this is totally my type I love it!!!" etc, idk I'm just saying things randomly (without examples!!).
On another point, I like how my type apparently went from "ridiculously topped characters" to "girly-men". Also, I fiddled with my inksome so it looks decent and a mood theme! I am so proud!!! ... I have too much time on my hands!!
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Though I can say I don't really look at characters and think "I could play that if I wanted". For me, it's a case of "I MUST play that, it's mine". I've tried picking up characters from the former before, and it never works for me.
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I can do both really, but I lean on the latter more.
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... I don't know if any of that is what you meant!
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just
yes
sob
I AM FUNCTIONAL RIGHT? sob
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LIKE HOW OCCASIONALLY I THINK THAT I MIGHT BE DESTROYING THE WORLD WITH MY BITTERNESS and then i realise how egocentric that actually is. huh.
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... then i realise, no, while being a bitch is still shitty, i am probably not changing as much as i think i am
this conversation actually makes ... no sense. GO US
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...This is why we're married, honey.
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