quixotic: Fandom | Ava's Demon (So demons are real!)
The Windmill Lover ([personal profile] quixotic) wrote2010-06-15 06:42 pm

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Man, this journal has been really whiny.

 - My insecurities seem to be on the rise lately. I feel like I talk and nobody's listening so I'm less willing to talk, which is stupid because I have a gazillion friends who are all wonderful people and listen to me babble. But you know. Feelings.

- Three modules down, three more to go. I hate it so much but I'm learning so that's good.

- Got a presentation tomorrow. I'm not ...stressed about it but I am kinda :| about the whole thing, considering half my class sort of ...avoided doing it.

- I apped Shishio Makoto at Sabra! I LOVE SHISHIO but I am also terrified. I have never actually played a character of his calibre before! But I am also excited because I'm out of my comfort zone and there are a lot of things I could do with him.

- I need to get writing again. REALLY BADLY. I am so out of the habit that it's worrying. Writing is still my ultimate goal.

- I'm walking more often. Having an mp3 player helps.

comfortingsounds: (A&M: PuriPuri - Fail)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-15 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
BUT I LISTEN ALL THE TIME. WHAT THEN?

Shishio. ♥♥♥ Maybe I should get around to apping at any of those games once I get vacations, I SHOULD CONSIDER PEOPLE.
comfortingsounds: (TV: Glee - Let me love you)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-15 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
OH GOOD, I WAS GOING TO COMPLAIN. ♥♥♥♥♥

Don't worryyyy, I'm sure you'll do fine. AND SHISHIO, I used to have a crush on him. You might have to help me find someone to play, I dunno who I want.
comfortingsounds: (A&M: Pandora Hearts - Cute will fool you)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-15 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I CAN LISTEN ALL NIGHT BABY-- I MEAN.

Shush, I had healthy crushes when I was young. :x Mmm, I've meant to reread the manga since forever.
comfortingsounds: (A&M: Brave Story - But I want tooo~)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-15 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
NINE MINUTES, BUT I CAN LISTEN IN MY SOUL.

Also it's my fault you went to bed late last night, you should go to bed early. ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE A PRESENTATION.

I watched the anime first! I loved it except I hated the filler arcs and stopped watching it, then I discovered the manga and fell in love. I know nothing about the fandom, too.
comfortingsounds: (A&M: Brave Story - I will keep on living)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-15 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
. . . Still, good luck tomorrow honey. ♥

It was TERRIBLE, so wise choice.
comfortingsounds: (A&M: PuriPuri - Fail)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-15 01:33 pm (UTC)(link)
YES. I LOVE THE MUSIC THOUGH.
comfortingsounds: (Films: Eternal Sunshine - Walk with me)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-16 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
MORE THAN GOOD.

It's the only good thing about the anime, do you want me to upload some of the songs?
comfortingsounds: (A&M: Pandora Hearts - Cute will fool you)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-15 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
OR SIX MINUTES ACTUALLY, I GOT DISTRACTED AND NOW MY COMMENT ISN'T ACCURATE.
comfortingsounds: (TV: Glee - Let me love you)

[personal profile] comfortingsounds 2010-06-16 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
AND I LOVE YOU MORE. even if I barely have time to play. ;;
fishgendo: Tales of Symphonia/the Abyss: Zelos Wilder as ... Dist.  (ZELOS THE ROSE)

[personal profile] fishgendo 2010-06-15 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I WILL LISTEN TO WIFE ANYTIMEEEE

[personal profile] corinthian 2010-06-15 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
BUT I LOVE YOU
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[personal profile] wonderseal 2010-06-16 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
You don't talk to me :(

Granted, I've been shit about iming you, which is totally me being TOTALLY ABSORBED into cfuw and nothing about you. But it's easy to fall into a spiral of I'M SO INVISIBLE NO ONE CARES ABOUT MEEEE (I do it ALL THE TIME) without realizing that maybe it feels that way because you're not actually talking to many people? IDK. I love you dearest.